invasion in me keep torturing me anyway!!

im not really sure what happen to me act...

sometimes i feel like my life is not as perfect as my friend's...

they get what they want...

musicians?

athletes?

engineers?

study overseas?

friends?

couples?

bestfriends?

games?

laptop?

knowledge?

stability?

joy in life?

collection of shirts?

they can have all that....

but me?

i don't even know where my destination should i chase...

the eager to keep my life as perfect as before has been distorted...

and it make me cannot even use my brain wisely...

test-my head didnt work really good for that...

so many thing mixing together...

i miss my old friends....

i also wanna find new friends...

but im afraid that i will forgot all my old friends...

and even get stuck when i wanna get closed with all my new friends...

what should i do?

~gratitude and stress overwhelmed~(1)

i'ts all about my TEST 1...



before i sat my first paper, it was physics actually, i started my studies one week before the exam come...i did some exercises in the "PHYSICS FOR SCIENTISTS AND ENGINEERS WITH MODERN PHYSICS,ELEVENTH EDITION BY JEWETT/SERWAY" textbook..our truhthiest and HOLY textbook.some are easy but most of them are quite tough questions...so, tricky...did some discussions with my friends,classmates(and also member lepak such jep,adif,zulnain and ramai lagi),,yeah i think it's the better way to have group discussion rather then studying alone by myself.



so,when the day came,directly after i open my eyes in the morning, i mumbled to myself so that nobody can hear me merepek...(yet everybody still snoring,hehe)..."so,now you are ready for taking the PHYSICS TEST!you have prepared one week before and you must believe in yourself that you can make it"..wow, so motivated you know!haha...but that's the truth!pergh i cant believe i said that..then i got myself showered..brushed my polluted teeth and neutralized my acidic mouth..put some deodorant(where?u know it..=p)...wore underwear..huhu..got myself into my fav MARKS&SPENCER's blue roundneck shirt (as a catalyst for me to answer the test...),and now im ready for the test..but wait!i forgot to wear my JEANS...then i wore it!



as, i stepped out from my room,i took a deep breath to feel the freshness of chilled icy morning air but unfortunately i smelled something stinky..i looked around and i saw..IT'S A GREENY 'YUCKY' CREATURE called DUSTBIN!...aiyoo,sungguh potong itu nikmat laaa......okay,forget bout it...then i continued walking...went downstairs to jep's room to take my bag..i kept walking towards the bus stop in front of AMANAH...



while i was waiting for da bus,there was a car driven by an ARAB GUY, stopped in front of me...he open the window and asked me...'where do you wanna go?coit?'

then i answered 'im going to COE though....it's a big pleasure if you wanna drive me there..' wah,i didnt even know him and how come i can i said that...

then he replied 'owh, i got class now...sorry then...'

'yeah no big deal' i answered...

huh,how nice that guy was...very helpfull..hmm...just like me!



a few minutes later,then the bus came..hopped into the bus and saw nobody was in...so just sat and waited the driver driving the bus as slow as a snail,so bored sitting in that creepy uniten bus...even i could fell aslept and dreamin' that i had reach my FINAL DESTINATION...after about 15 mins inside the bus,finally i'd reached COE...i had my breakfast at COE FOODCOURT...i took fried rice n telur and begedil n air oren just only cost me 3 dollar...wat u think?cheap?mahal?heh....



hey continue tomorrow eh....ngantuk lah...nyte..

footprints in the sand

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

then i heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life shine across the sky

So many time have i been so afraid

And just one night i thought i've lost my way

You give strength to carry on

that's when i heard you say

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
Cause I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

[choir]

When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend

I promise you
I'm always there
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints
In the sand